The reality is that all of this hurts.
And I very selfishly want people to drop everything and hold me.

And faith is something I don't really understand, because it is all of me and all I have. I can't define it and I can't walk away from it.

I brushed my teeth this morning in the shower, because my roommate dropped her necklace down the sink drain. And so I turned the heat down in the shower a bit, until the water was luke warm. And once it touched my teeth I squirmed in discomfort. And I spit it out of my mouth.